I am no one, nothing.
Decisions I made have condemned me to pain
What was once a proud, strong soul,
Has been taken to task by my fears and regrets
No respite from this torture,
nightmares when I sleep the cold truth when I wake
Always haunted by the ghosts of
Those whom my weakness has failed complete
To live with this pain is to live with defeat,
Admitting to self of a failure so replete
There is no escape from this torment agony,
Marooned and deserted in a sea of misery
I have broken my back
To fix the defects that tore us apart
I have spilled my water
Both tears from my eyes and sweat from my brow
I have talked in circles
Attempting to bind all the hurt I have caused
But it's all for nothing
If you can't let go mistakes of the past
To live with this pain is to live with defeat,
Admitting to self of a failure so replete
There is no escape from this torment agony,
Marooned and deserted in a sea of misery
We have reached an impasse in this childish play,
The only way forward for me is the day
I warned you through salt would eventually come,
The day I'd be forced to choose me over son
When you stood there and stared as though I was lying
Do you understand now what I said, was implying
The only way forward I can stay sane
To cut out my heart
To shut out the pain
Marooned and deserted
In a sea of misery
My last apology
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